That Feeling Inside

What is this feeling of pain that teaches me,  has me locked away for days so that no one reaches me, repeatedly defeated me, energy depleted me, hurt and left in a lurch, no time for others,  what’s this “for one another” selflessness, got me on some temporary selfishness, can’t assist others with their problems … Continue reading That Feeling Inside

Nsomnia

I wake up to darkness, in a deep sweat, eyelids and cheeks wet, appears that I wept…… In past situations when you defeat death, there’s never an absence of worry, even the elite fret, I sleep less, when life forces you to di-gress and savor the spicy propaganda that we are forced to di-gest, sometimes … Continue reading Nsomnia

Klaustrophobia

I’m closed in, confined within my mind, simultaneously paraplegic, leg-locked, soothed by adult beverages, shifting my mood with melancholic shots, I savor the rancid flavor until my thoughts blocked,  but the edible relief doesn’t make me obnoxious, my toxic, boxed in environment got me boxed in , my depressions topical, it’s shifted my optical, perception … Continue reading Klaustrophobia

Dollz

Interlude: Although her life was like a fairytale forged by Geppetto’s thumbs, subtly affected by the life to which she had succumb, she was still as real as they come….. Like modern day dolls, we accessorize, and surgically obtain the appearance we want, no time for exercise, obtain wealth, visually tempt the world with our … Continue reading Dollz

Mrs. Smyth

My crew and I were addressing old age and progression, and the problems that are faced by today’s adolescents, when the charge nurse made a decision on an admission, an older lady tried to cut her wrists, and they brought in for her transgressions,  they said, approach her with discretion, she’s schizophrenic and aggressive, tried … Continue reading Mrs. Smyth

Long Hourz

Why does she go so hard……… Passionately abstaining from any form of R&R, afraid to delegate, avoiding mistakes, and any authority figure looking to measure her pace…. rarely does she pause to take a break, is it her fate, to attempt to take on more than she should take, playing so many roles already, and … Continue reading Long Hourz

Flawz N All 

Warped views develop as we are in high pursuit of perfection…… As if what we see on television, magazines and social media are void of corrections….. I looked at some of my grandmothers pictures from her young adulthood era….. No posing, no filters but beautifully vintage and free of errors…… We’ve become so self aware … Continue reading Flawz N All