With a lack of communication, I’m lost, stuck in a rut, thoughts f*cked up, edging on disgust, minds run wild when the heart’s beguiled, when things get tough, actions are abrupt, even more risky as attitudes erupt, I feel the efforts I put into everything disrupt, I cried so much……
got me reacting differently, I smile at misery, embrace insanity, the familiarity is killing me, silly me, believing in humility,
and that actions would or could be reciprocated, feeling humiliated, the way of the world in the future, shole is different ain’t it, I brave tropical rains and, approach situations inebriated, cause life in the sober view is easily tainted,
all out unfair, love and support, none there, I’m left to my own devises, to soothe myself in a state of crisis, supply is low and the demand for a helping hand is priceless, a life void of interactive niceness, slices of Devil’s pie entices, but I won’t conform with negativity, cause that isn’t were my life is,
relationships are strained, pained people express pain, if you’re different, they say you’re lame, shamed, with your named stained, disdained for refusing to assimilate and do the same damn thing,
I feel myself evolving, pausing with clarity, I see what my flaws mean, looked around myself to see that the world stopped revolving, but finding personal faults sting, knew of people who eventually caught dreams, but what do envious thoughts bring, I blame everyone else for my problems, self absolving, but what is pointing the finger solving……
And what does this all mean……
We are passionate…….. and when we want more love than the world is willing to have for us, our actions are hazardous……..
Because a beast roams wild when the heart is ravenous.