Come to terms with it, and decided that it’s water under the proverbial bridge…….
It’s tough to empathize with hurt, until it’s a physiological manifestation that you experience per self,
first hand, it can colonize and grow, become a temporary or long term detriment to health…….
Internalized pain builds, when cups filleth and runneth over, personalities change, you become bitter, somewhat of a loather,
find ways to cope, hurting others, finding it difficult to remain sober,
worlds unravel, inhibitions dissolve, you become a shell of a person, bolder and bolder,
a smile becomes a mask, try to appear normal, you see projections of yourself as the world seems colder,
your actions to date were motivated by past energies, that give people the inclination to turn friends into enemies…… although no apology was ever verbalized and probably never will be,
we have to contend with making amends, and learn to live with life’s penalties…..
Sincerely, From: Self, To: Self