they feign respect cause we entertain them with controversy, this I know in retrospect,
I once saw life clearly through a pair of broken eyeglass lens, it distinguished foes from friends, those that genuinely show interest from those that like to pretend, I was instantly offended at the distorted perception of kindred, all the hands that were not lended and achievements that were not commended, overwhelmingly depicted made me gasp like I was winded, everyone in life’s path should not be befriended,
some friends are like fam, every family member is not blood, we wander into the wrong places in an attempt at finding love, deception runs rampant in the presence of recession, ulterior motives manifest teaching all of life’s lessons,
maybe there’s a different meaning behind this contortion of views, we judge one another without filling each other’s shoes, life presents like a kaleidoscope, with variations at each turn that we choose, decisions and consequences leave us baffled and confused, taking advice from one another or filling in the pews, with all of that considered how could it still be a lose-lose,
label us enablers we’ve strangled the breath out of our life, people that we thought we knew appear as strangers in the night, how the hell can we love one another, when all we want to do is fight, when compromise is preposterous, a lightless tunnel with no end in sight,
you go through hell with one another, wear and tear one another,
and in the aftermath when you pause a bit, and think, what was the cost of it, what was it really about, what was my loss in it, was I the cause of it, next time I won’t move cautionless, it’s a learning process,
as life’s kaleidoscope shifts and begins to infinitely, intermittently…………twist.