Every time her phone jingles my bones tingle, who is this anonymous sender making the receiver smile, I promise that I wasn’t a jealous child, but a green envious monster resides here now, Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde, my temper is uneven, I would go the length for mines, such a passionate heathen, attitude no gratitude, childish and teething, I promise, by the time I say “on,my, life”
I’d been don popped off, cursed everyone out, only to smile and say “we still on for tonight” Just the thought of a guy eyeing my chick, makes my soul itch, my throat thick, threats erect this adult dick, there’s no calming me down, my thoughts are stupid, my quotes sick, I’m a result of the love era, hippies with roach clips
I’ve been through what I’ve been through, it adjusted my mental, vulnerable at times, it’s not what I’m akin to, so please excuse me when I’m hesitant to befriend you, cause when your back is turned some friends expose the Ginsu
Past sins have been forgiven, so we move forward with the slate clean but be cognizant of how you move, look and say things, cause I see through the fake schemes, treat me like a play thing, you don’t want me reminiscing bout the past in my day dreams
I’m a jealous, overzealous, hellion, a concoction of love and malice, a protector with the potential of a felon
So If i ask what your selling, you best gets to telling, I’m immune to your lies, I wear bull sht repellent
Acceptance of apologies have all been retracted, replaced with thoughtless reaction, wildin out, out in the public eye, a picture worth a quick caption,
But then I’m cool as a breeze, embarrassed that everyone saw me displeased, onlookers surprised that I did it with ease, everyone is unscathed or at least they appear to be, am I victim or a victimizer when I lose my cool as a result of my disease.