That Feeling Inside

What is this feeling of pain that teaches me,  has me locked away for days so that no one reaches me, repeatedly defeated me, energy depleted me, hurt and left in a lurch, no time for others,  what’s this “for one another” selflessness, got me on some temporary selfishness, can’t assist others with their problems … Continue reading That Feeling Inside

Nsomnia

I wake up to darkness, in a deep sweat, eyelids and cheeks wet, appears that I wept…… In past situations when you defeat death, there’s never an absence of worry, even the elite fret, I sleep less, when life forces you to di-gress and savor the spicy propaganda that we are forced to di-gest, sometimes … Continue reading Nsomnia

Pict Ur Poison

As I mentally drink of this hallucinogenic tea, known as IG, I lose my breath, and slowly sink into a sea of illusions, there is no dilution of the vile fragrance of this solution, and the air, my saving grace is even polluted, a mirage is not made up of kinetic things, that’s why in … Continue reading Pict Ur Poison

Klaustrophobia

I’m closed in, confined within my mind, simultaneously paraplegic, leg-locked, soothed by adult beverages, shifting my mood with melancholic shots, I savor the rancid flavor until my thoughts blocked,  but the edible relief doesn’t make me obnoxious, my toxic, boxed in environment got me boxed in , my depressions topical, it’s shifted my optical, perception … Continue reading Klaustrophobia

Appreciate-Shun

As he walked in, and looked around at his home in disarray, he stated, “Damn, what is it that you have you done all day?” She too, looked at the home that she had cleaned three times, sat back in the chair and pulled the lever to recline, what had her day consisted of, she … Continue reading Appreciate-Shun

4give Me

I’ve taken into consideration everything that you did…… Come to terms with it, and decided that it’s water under the proverbial bridge……. It’s tough to empathize with hurt, until it’s a physiological manifestation that you experience per self,  first hand, it can colonize and grow, become a temporary or long term detriment to health……. Internalized … Continue reading 4give Me